The day after we discovered I waspregnant we loaded up the car and headed to Michigan as planned. We were eager to enjoy the last weekend of summer. It was a wonderful weekend just the two of us but there was also some unwanted company.
The entire time we were there I kept starting conversations with, “Well, if we’re pregnant…” My husband repeatedly responded, “You are pregnant, you took two pregnancy tests, what else do you need?”
I had this intense fear that I was not going to meet this baby, that in fact we wouldn’t make it out of the first trimester. I had no medical or rational reason for thinking this, it’s just that I have watched so many friends and relatives go through miscarriages and struggle with infertility that I couldn’t believe we might make it through the first trimester.
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